Sinner

Just another dead celebrity

A girl who died back in the eighties

Lost in the fray, the chaos of life

Went down below to meet up with Hades

That boy went too far, he should be blamed

They say it's her fault, and they don't know her at all

But her mother fainted when she found out

And her brother cried when he got the call

Telling people was the hardest part, strangers she barely knew 

They thought they knew everything about the girl

And they thought she was immortal and I guess now she is

But she fell down the rabbit hole, got lost in the whirl

She's a star in the sky, but her light is so dim

Even whennshesngone from us, she's still troubled within

Shesnbeennbrought down one too many times

To ever shine like an angel when she's full of sin

She stayed all shut up, silent and calm

And she never told anybody what went on in her head

But slowly they got to her and hit where it hurt

A beauty, an angel, a sinner now dead

Ridiculous

I left school early that day because I just couldn't take it anymore

I couldn't deal with the fake laughter and forgotten smiles

I couldn't stand being ignored

Being spoken over

Being pushed aside

Being forgotten

And it took me crying and having my sister pick me up

Sit in the poetry section of the library with two of my closest friends

It took care, and patience, and choice to realize that I was overanalyzing

I was mind reading

I was letting the monster take control of me

And I couldn't do that anymore

I can't do that anymore

And sometimes you just have to pull yourself back

Look at the world as it is

Take away your bias

And just laugh 

Because we're ridiculous caring about boys we'll soon hate

Talking about who slept with who

And life is ridiculous

But that's what makes it precious

Because there's nothing else quite like it