I just wanna write and get it all out

Be like the others with all my time

Let the words flow and just write them down

Setting the image in stone it's mine

Should Have

There's so many things you should have done

So many things that you could have won

Words that you wanted to should have been said

But here we are now and here she lies dead

You gave it all up for one simple lie

A mystery, a trick, a blink of the eye

It wasn't the truth, and it wasn't real

The words that you fell for won't let you heal

You're hiding the pain and pushing it away

And as blow comes to blow you don't know which way

The lies you once told can't help you now

And all that you need is the girl you left out

You could have and should have said so much

Things that are long gone but you never touched

She could have saved you if she had been given the chance

But in the end it's your fault for leaving that dance

Ancient

I wanna be free 

I wanna just fly

I wanna fall on my knees

And lay down and die

I wanna explore

And find a new place

Lose myself there

And get thrown out with the waste

I wanna get lost

Find love in the shadows

Fit in with the populars

Find my own deathly hallows

I wanna be the new girl

Have a fresh start

Not speak their language

And not be apart

I wanna see history

Happening right now

I wanna see the redwood trees

And look up from the ground

I wanna visit ruins

Scrape my knees and cry

I wanna see antiquities

And here the stories of why

I wanna visit old buildings

Find a fantastical beast

Listen to new music

And trip on my own two feet

I wanna find my place in life

This is hectic crazy mad world

I wanna find a home for me

I wanna find my own