I think I've given up on emotions. What happens, happens, and that is that. I've also given up on feelings for other people. Yeah, maybe I've been attracted to Anderson in the past, but I'm ignoring that now. There is no chance, there never was, and there never will be.
It's just a fact I've had to face, and I finally did.
I don't even get the point of emotions. Sometimes, they are useful, but other times (and that is most of them) they are the worst thing in the world. Maybe in a few years I will try again, but for now I'll stick to ignoring them.
The pen was pressed into the paper repeatedly. It is clear that Jill was annoyed and angry, to say the least.